Monday, February 27, 2023

Poem: Bridge (warning: triggering poem)

 Bridge


more tired than anytime,

unable to excuse my hate,

i stood at the vertical crossroads,

and i uncaged the demons 

that tormented me for no other reason 

than to curse my conscience:

the paradox of love faltering

in the grip of its own pain.

 

life's illusion had been good,

vanity's masquerade,

the pleasures of sated wolves.

but the truth, it was different. 

the truth was rabbits.

and rabbits, it was true,

existed only because their ancestors

sometimes dodged jaws.

 

the people i had seen everyday

did not know what they were.

but they understood that they would not change.

they had forgotten, most of all,

whether they had buried themselves

without intending to dig the trench.


especially i couldn’t trust

the most convincing smiles.


it was especially true that monsters 

always swore they did nothing wrong.

such as the one who claimed to love ...   

and then raped and raped and raped.


the wealthy abused the poor, the Earth,

and whatever else they could gobble,

meanwhile praising each others'

generous, wonderful hearts.


i had seen well enough 

how beauty was precious, yes.

but liars stole the light,

and dangled it to beguile the innocent.

because because because,

as much as anything else,

 no one had the courage

to speak up.

 

except a few angels. they had the will.

they looked around and saw how fake it all was,

how corrupt and cruel and despicable,

the gilded glamourous glow of the phallic towers.


only they possessed the wings not to fall

when they jumped.

 




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6/26 ... eh 

5/2/ 24


3/19 significant changes to body of poem

3/4  "crossroads" replaces "cross-roads" [sic]

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