Limbo
uncertain at 4am
of a fox with the wail of a stabbed girl
or an owl who berates this asylum,
i roll the two faces of my skull
left to bright, right to dark,
underestimating
the harlequin's paw, how drunk
with sleep my fancies seem
and yet barbed by visions
of some terrible logic.
this place
where timelines knot, where specters
could be lovers not yet born,
and paupers in gutters
speak like gods, and worse still
those infants from long ago, when lions
capsized what they devoured
right in front of you--you
witness the red depths,
not even gifted the grace of fear,
only to wonder at the giant figures,
brutish to transform,
very much unswayed by your loss,
and always, in some heart-wrung sense, once more,
wild with rage.
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5/27/26 ... changed tense of a verb
5/22/26 ... eds all day

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