$
once you leapt
from the sea
distilled dawn into beads
brazen on a sunned chest.
danced on the summit of a tooth of a shark,
of mammoth, of walrus,
flirted with peacock feathers,
gleaming on bone, coral, pearl
and amethyst so brassy and golden,
abalone and chalcedony.
you excelled to dance,
sparkle, flux and fascinate,
lustrous of crystal,
of teal and amber, emerald and silver,
liquid in shawls of sunset orange ruby.
demure there, in the center,
as you and tribes sighed-
by-sighed within a precious time
of blooms and jests.
but now
you are whispery stacks
of parched tongues of long dead men,
opposing each other
on two-faced circles and rectangles,
papery or cold metal,
ethereal as a pixel named greed
or fat as an ingot of tongues
which bark to warn of threats
from borders and robbers
while lustful monsters speculate
on the risk-margins of war.
who is wearing who?
who is whose ring?
i know what it’s like now
to be bent into a circle,
my heart leashed to your wallstreet scrawl,
your hammer of logical debt.
i know what it's like now
to be siphoned by mosquito-like numbers,
while electric caterpillars chew across screens,
frantic and stressful,
shapeshifting to become my eyebrows.
every hair on my counted head follows you.
slumped or erect, arched or crushed.
trillions of dollars proliferate,
insubstantial above crowds,
and yet i fight with all i'm worth
to free a sliver of my needs.
===============================
4/20/26 removed a word
11/29/25
7/7/25 ... probably a doomed poem.. many edits
3/32/25 modssssssssssssssssss

No comments:
Post a Comment