Prophetic
such unwanted storms.
i became a weathervane of crossroads,
caught in a quandary of winds, those smiling omens
which carved me out like a trench.
scorpions in thorns and lilies
roamed fast, tempting rattlesnakes and addictive begonias.
underneath such orgies of peril,
layers of choirs of fossils scraped my
naked soles with a runesong of whys.
i pitied the gods, had stamina to
wrestle the most implacable of angels.
power and lust lost their darling thrill,
eager to forfeit the illusion of games.
the spell of fixation and dysfunction
which kept the hungry and the greedy
rolling their stones up and down and around
and back and forth again on all sides and tops and
trenches of a cloudy mountain seemed to me
such a sparse gamut of lack-of-escapes.
my omniscience fleet,
immersed in a sweet flood of bliss,
cherished by a mere nanosecond,
i saw love and beauty and care
in ways whose flaws somehow avoided failure.
i saw pure tears whose glint lit candles as
strong as torches within cavernous paradox--even though
eras of sages had argued on and on that none of that
could ever be complete.
it became clear to me, only there and then,
that the rest was mere assemblage: an unfolding
of foggy, flighty math across successions of blurry turnstiles:
so many sad-happy and fickle streams of progeny,
destined and designed to feed the Before and After--
those twin troubled desperate oceans
on either flank.
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