Psychic
song in a sigh,
key in a crow’s foot,
dram on the tongue
when clues spike the nose.
a nuzzle of pleasure
skirting a nipple.
fingertips, a shivered nape,
strumming across peaks of breath.
so many
frolics and flocks of heart,
frivolous with the carnal, the vulgar,
the mercurial.
haggles
under herringbone clouds
and Gemini stars
and all the other cog-pixies
in this anti-clockwork, dream-bent
constellation.
it's too much.
gauntlets of impressions
from tearful to the brute.
who could assuage them all,
these mishmashes?
who could offer naked assurance?
so much desperate, raw sweat.
what purpose this jungle of needs,
this self-winding flypapery buzz
of beggary?
so many sins--
and yet, really, nothing at all.
just illusions. building blocks
within towers of moebius-strip
shame.
all i can do
is sever the threads.
go blank, dispel
the meddlesome
back to their hydra-headed wanders--
back to that place
where they circle to fret
and tear themselves to fritter,
obsessed with songs in operas within
dramas of petty crimes--
irretrievable.
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9/26 heavy revamp ... again ...
9/26.. streamlined the nightmare
9/26 nightmarish ...
8/26 .. added a word... >> <<
10/26/25 .. awful poem, ... tried to fix
6/23/24 brutally chopped up and refigured
12/24/22 lots of mods ... sad... still not right
9/27 "such" replaces "their"
9/17 ... desperate continuous edits...
9/16 ... more changes to this product of mania
9/16 ... changes continue to the original abomination ...
9/16 major changes to original poem, tossing out whole sections ... gutting the rest ... absolutely awful poem to have posted ... might still be awful, can't really say, brain so muddled

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